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ANdree Connors

Amateur

Amateur People
by Andree Connors

Paperback
1977
Price: $10.95

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Writer Andree Connors and her flamboyant hippie home-on-wheels typified a counter-culture movement that three decades ago began to redefine Mendocino County.


Gutting the interior of an old International bakery van, Connors used strips of old redwood, lushly colored fabrics, and treasured trinkets from around the world to create a unique mobile residence that she inhabited for several years. To those mystified by her desire to live in the renovated van and roam the region, Connors once wrote, "Lifestyle is only limited by lack of imagination. There are many wonderful ways to be in this world."


Connors died last year of breast cancer, but her colorful van is a lasting, vibrant testimonial to life on the back roads of Mendocino County.


Before her death, Connors donated the van to the Mendocino County Museum, which is now using it as a centerpiece for a new exhibit paying homage to a movement that, while faded, remains tightly woven into the county's socioeconomic fabric.


Museum curator Elaine Hamby describes the "Wonderful Ways to Be" exhibit as an exploration of the youthful idealism, creativity and activism surrounding a cultural phenomenon dating to 1969, when the first large influx of so-called new settlers arrived in Mendocino County.


"Andree Connors has written a novel so precise and powerful, as an image, that it will help us create a whole new anthropological view of ourselves. Amateur People is one of those terrifying mirrors made of bone; a novel with no one home but the reader and no choice for the reader but to admit it. We are the Amateur People, and while for most writers that would be our plight, for Connors it's a solution - she's that tough; and her novel goes a long ways toward making it possible for us to be that tough too. This is a book capable of making us change the ways we like to think of ourselves." —Russell Banks


Excerpt


The old woman looked at his cock. A fragile irony, she thought, even fails as a memento, it does. How could he have been my source of breath, my reason to breathe? This pathetic shadow just couldn't have stamped a midnight cave on my forehead. Fifty years. Sixty. She blinked slowly and said, "You see sheer pools of clear thinking, and choose to believe they're tear tools, wet weapons. You see snow and choose to believe it's aged eyesight. You've unlearned your life, even your infancy, if you had one. Of a sorts. You're now only a fool's seer, an idiot's ass, a fool's rear. That child's dimples make your mouth wet, I make you cruel. You want me to make you a man, for all your hatred. Fear rules, indeed it does. I gave you a possible talisman, a salvation, and you called it a paltry pebble. I can give you what you want, my knowing mouth on your past-tense penis, and you'll call it inept. Only because of your own failure, and Time's. You fool, it's true, fear rules."